| hey people i dont think i wanna continue blogging here... though blogging is kinda fun... however there's still this certain limit I can go... the stuff i shared are surface events and feelings.. some deepest feelings i can't state and im keeping those stuff in me im suffocating.. actually silence is kinda nice... think that's what i need currently...
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was forced to eat veggies at 10:18 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004
IKAN BILI HUANG SHIYUN FINALLY PROVED HER PRESENCES BY SIGNING IN SMS IN CHINA!!! Haha was about to go offline but strong force kinda made me hang online further more.. That coconut tree! Pluck her coconuts when she comes back! GRRR
was forced to eat veggies at 8:56 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
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*sneeze* What a bad morning and day i had... shall throw up all my sorrows of the day here.. *grins* Firstly, i slept in quite early last night cause i thought due to lack of sleep, i'm falling sick soon *6th sense* However, i wake up this morning with this super duper sore throat that hurt me soo much that i didn't even dare to cough. Hmm bet U piglets out there would be surprise and jumping for Joy when i say I LOST MY VOICE !!! haha evil EVIL ~ Can neither whistle nor croak.. Coat of Phlegm choking me to death sooner or later. Had light breakfast since i didn't have any appetite but was forced to before Sis complains that i waste food again. Bet she complaint to mom that i talked on the phone yesterday otherwise Y would mom commend '' Talk so much on phone yesterday right ? That's why no voice today. '' How would she know when she wasn't even home ? Of course a spy. Who else.. I'm quite used to such a hypocritical family. One that back-stabs the other. In school = Competitive. At house = still gotta vie...The only happy place is when im with my friends hanging out somewhere else or at church. Mom didn't brought me to the doctor immediately... She helped Eldest sis to clear her wardrobe before bringing me down to the clinic. After the check-up, went home with sis. Had western congee + medicine = drowiness and to bed.. Had a severe headache that was murderous and was trouncing my head like a machine. Played some soothing S.E.N.S music which helps whenever i have migraines. Fell into deep sleep till evening 5+. Headed towards the loo...though distance was short but journey was risky. World seemed to be floating and i could not balance myself. Had to lean against wall for support. Watched TV till 8+ before i went to bath and rested again for a while. Voice was still kinda weak and rough. Li-li called @ 10.. She too was sick. Haha bestfriends falling sick together... She felt nauseous after she woke up from her afternoon nap. Chyming everything she ate. She too had kinda sexy voice *mine still champ. man~* Hmm must say that without ShiYun... really kinda bored ! Miss her kinda badly.. Hope she wouldn't have to stay in China for a month.. Maybe when she comes back i'd have decomposed till skin and bones... Haha... That piglet has yet to call me. Don't know if she's fine there. Even Alicia has called back...+ met her online last night. Hat piggified woman didn't even call SMS nor email me!!! *grrr* Sent her this super mega long email last night..was crapping away..Felt to weird 'talking' to myself... Bet my phone bills gonna drop drastically this month cause no one to chit chat with on the phone.. Maybe only Li-li.. Haha Oink ShiYun U betta get me all the nice delicious food from China.. and those HUGE soft toys.. Oh and the pretty letter pads or notebooks!!! Hmm.. i dont mind ornaments if U know what i like. Oh i heard they do sell posters of Ballerina those Huge Large Portrait size type.. I had always wanted one, in the elegant poise, pasted on my bedroom wall.. Hehe hmm my Christmas present.. i suppose will only get if AFTER christmas right ? Sob Terrapins where are U ?!? Haha.. U ah.. make sure U come back for JC 1st 3 months.. Cause 1stly, im not gonna go school not knowing anyone there.. 2ndly, i postponed my baptism till next year March so that U would be able to witness it ! So dont U dare stay in China till March or i'll castrate U! *grins* HAHAHA... Taufik won! Just knew it..Y ? Cause Sylvester went outta tune for his 1st song.. terribly outta tune.. Cannot make it man! Taufik was steady ready Bom-pi-pi.. *whistle* Haha.. not that i support him or what.. just that i thought he did have the talent the judges were looking for. Solid voice i spotted. Okie appointment tomorrow morning at 11am followed by piano session @ 2pm. Hopefully by then i wouldn't be anymore giddy and uncomfortable..pray for me K u peeps out there.. Hm.. SAYONNARAI! |
was forced to eat veggies at 11:20 PM
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Woke up early this morning caused beloved cutie pie family voted Nasi Lemak for Breakfast.. Cambridge dinner tonight.. Still feeling restless and moody.. Not interesting nor excited over it.. ShiYun was nervous cause this dreadful moment has finally arrived ::grins :: funny iszit it.. Oh my nose was even worse this morning.. Very bad flu .. sneezing and catching my nose everywhere i went... Throat was kinda dry and painful.. Head was big and drowsy.. A slight headache too.. Just the prefect reasons why i shouldn't go for the Grad. night dinner.. Haiz but in the end.. i still went.
Wore Esther's purple gown.. Kinda uncomfortable with it cause it was bare-back down to the waist... Straightened my hair a little but didn't manage to survive till 5pm thus hair was more on the explosive side once i reached Mandarin Marina Hotel.. Sisters were fighting over my face.. who should colour it ? Rushed like mad as time was running out and sun was setting which means I'M LATE! Haha.. but still managed to get there before 6:45pm.. stepped in at 6:44pm.
Haha...Li-li had the most stunning hairdo.. She flattened all those humps and sand dunes! Nothing at all.. as flat as the ironing board that i describe her hair.. Haha not that curly birdnest.. Hm.. looked into mature and pretty.. So different from the Li-li i see daily in PL.. Haha everyone's make up and hairdo was scary.. Some over did it that made them look so much older and haggard.. Some looked like hostess *sorry but true*... Dinner food was average.. Cambridge queen was Seetal from 4A1.. many were kinda objective about her as she wasn't pretty nor her speech impressive.. reason she won was ''Daughter of H O D''.. actually i kinda slighty agree with the thing that she wins everything kinda fishy. Whatmore i thought Pearlly or Devi was a much betta choice. But still, there's always points which she deserves the prom queen statues. Grad. night dinner = Same venue as Dad's 2003 Company dinner.
Kinda tired today shall blog more after my good night rest huh ? Oh but i must say Dearie ShiYun will be leaving on the 755 am flight to China tmr.. will miss her badly i suppose since she's my bestfriend. A month with no one to talk chat quarell poke punch joke suan irritate prank-call ~~~ Haiz U nutty coconut make sure U call me when u're in China man otherwise i'll murder U personally when U touch down to Singapore on the 28th December OH AND I BOOK UR 30 and 31st DECEMBER..
was forced to eat veggies at 11:48 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
Haha went out with ShiYun today to get some of her Cambridge accessories... Thought that tardy queen would arrive late so i decided to only leave the house at 12pm... How on earth would I have ever expected her to be so on time and was at Compass by 1210pm !!! Haha bored to death she went shopping at Cold Storage 1st.. and being so sweet She got my favourite chocolate snack KINDER SURPRISE.. *smoochie* :: Haha yeap after that we headed down to Metro to get her undergarment for that low-back cut dress she'd gotten at ShiBuYa.. Haha the scene was so embarrassing.. won't ever wanna go shopping for private clothings in the future with her.. She commented on the nuances of the colours and the vast range and brands.. *blush* Haha the saleswoman actually recommended her this brown auntie one that made me laugh till me pancreas ached. Hmm had to summon help thus calling Wee Wee down to offer some advice since both of us didnt know how to buy one... Walked to and fro between Robinson and Metro :: Wee wee had to left hence leaving us on our own after a while.. Finally ShiYun got the so-called-quite ideal undergarment and at the cashier (male) it was even more hilarious.. The guy must have been wondering '' This 2 nut cased girls~ ''
Had lunch @ Mcs after the shop.. Legs were aching from all the walking and laughing... Was once again embarrassing.. Cashier asked whether i was Mcs member.. i didn't know what was that but ShiYun gave me a Mcs discount card and i thought it was a MS card so i said yeap here it is.. She covered her face with her palm and shook her head.. GOSH! Haiz ShiYun was laughing when i told her.. FINE what kinda friend is this man! OH I FINALLY FOR MY S.E.N.S CD instrumental !!! :::: After munch munch we strolled among the Christmas Display at the lobby. Got a snowflake *so pretty* for Andrea cause we both love snowflake and had to give her a Christmas present tomorrow since it'll be the last meeting.. Got ShiYun a star ornament that's meant for the submit of a Christmas tree and Li-li and crystal-like ball ornament.. Just wanna let U guys know that a plain christmas may look nice but one with decorations on will always look nicer.. the impact is just there..= ornaments.. U guys had played a major part in my life and had fused with my soul.. The ornaments i gave U had a special meaning within which i wrote in ur either letter / card. Hope U geeks like it. Anyway Li-li ur 2004 Christmas present is something else.. Haha so dont be so upset that i'm only giving u a ball.. ShiYun = cause u're goin to China for a month and only back after the 28th so i'll pass u ur present on the 30 - 31st December I BOOKED TWO OF OUR DECEMBER DAYS!!!
Hopped onto bus 86 and headed home.. had a sticky glue next to me whom followed me home.. Haha i should have recorded ShiYun's expression when brandy came up close to her.. Looks so kiddy and scared. *grins* Super Duper funny :: Yeap and she thought me how to change my blog skin Which is what im gonna do tmr...
Hehe smuggled my sister's high heels out of the house for her.. together with my sling bag and choker.. Haha.. felt like a silent and highly-skilled robber..OoSSOP ! Haha okie deciding what to wear for Cambridge tmr.. I'm physically sick.. Having a bad watery nose and swellen red eyes with a bad sore throat~! See it's just so bad that all illnesses are targeting me all at one go...AIM* Haha... Okie gotta sleep early cause adorable parents wanna eat Paya Lebar Market's Nasi Lemak tmr morning breakfast.. haiz..
was forced to eat veggies at 11:34 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
On Angel's wings An Agelical formation Angel's wings Like letters in the sky Now i know No matter what the question Love is the answer It's written on Angel's wings ========================================= Hmm was kinda depressed today.. very mood and grumpy.. Though woke up early but left house late thus late fo Church...Met Maggie @ 10am to place Baptism form on Pastor Quek's right hand man's table. Meet Uncle and he looked so haggard.. Bet he had work through the night on an operation again. Attended YW and was dying in there cause this SUPER MEGA perfume woman sat next to me... She smelled SO0 Go0d o_0... Was choking sneezing and coughing away.. Could have sued her for physically abusement to neighbours... *lame* Anyway ya what more that damn aircon was blowing directly @ me.. Bet U peeps know what an ANTI-AIRCON woman i am.. Haha.. Yeap continue on~ I was freezing to death too though i had a jacket with me and was wearing jeans.. I could have turned into an ice cube..Haha was so glad that Maggie wanted to go to the lo0 with me.. My! I LOVE THE SUN! :: Haha after church .. hung around with gang members *sound so illegal huh ? haha* Yeap was poking and playing with Janice and Justine.. all the Js..dio* Janice had this co0l hairdo that looked so wierd.. Haha the cold joke was that the hairdresser did her hair halfway and gave up.. Due to the pattern of her hair style.. Boyish but only the left top was snipped off.. Haha yeap AWANA hike and camp cancelled cause Uncle Marcus said it was to0 late since Mr. Tan and Ms. Ho *stephanie* didn't plan.. was quite relieved... Ganna suaned by The Suan-ers again.. Should keep my distance from them sia~ So dangerous... especially the one leaving down my estate.. That dirty elephant..Haha Rain Rain go away Come again another day... It was drizzling the whole afternoon. Helped out making lunch and after that *4pm though 5 helpers* slept till 6pm before mom called for dinner gathering.. Packed Rinsed Combed Dressed and outta the house.. Had korean BBQ @ Pheonix Hotel.. Boring life of mine iszit it.. revoloving round the daily routine.. Haiz.. Oh i'm gonna be baptised next year.. somewhere near my Bday.. Thanks to Ms. Huang ShiYun who can't make it if i were to be Bap. in December.. anyway i dont think im ready yet either.. Mentally not ready.. March 2005 kinda good timing as i would have been prepared by then.. whatmore Li-li and ShiYun will be able to make it.. no reason they should be overseas huh ? Oh Sister planned for a 3 day trip to Bintan Resort... Suppose to be a relaxing trip there.. Purely to relax like mad cows... Heard it's kinda nice and quiet there.. Big Bungalow with own swimming po0l.. Facing the sea near the beach and trees all around.. BUT NO TV!! My my.. what am i to do there ? Swim for 24 hrs and turn charcoal black or SPA my life away ? Cambridge Dinner in 2 days time yet here i am havent even gotton my dress and accessories.. No mood still.. really.. dont know what's wrong.. something's bothering me but i dont know what it is.. Haha... scary right ?!? Michelle wants to take pics with me.. VT urges me to go.. ShiYun too.. Li-li hopes i'll go and that nut case said something like i can stare at her throughout the dinner *oh pls.. my eyes would have been blinded* Haha.. Going out with ShiYun tmr afternoon to shop for her stuff for Cambridge.. Love going out..Finally mom nodded her head.. My mY looking forward to the outing.. Haiz what can i buy? Ah dio.. dunno lah.. having kinda bad tummy ache.. Not sure if i can go out tmr a not... let's see.. Life's so boring after Os.. I WANNA GET BACK TO SCHOOL!!! |
was forced to eat veggies at 11:39 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
| 5 days came and gone ever since Os offically ended for me
However this 5 days seems so long ~ A minute = An hour An hour = A day A day = A year... IM CONTRIBUTING TO THE AGEING POPULATION OF SINGAPORE!!! how !! Oh no... this is bad.. i can feel my hair greying~ My skin wrinkling ~ Woke up pretty early this morning that i didn't even had my breakfast.. Rushed outta house in fear of Auntie dumping her kids over for sis and i to babysit... Esther and Sylvia kinda quarelled and i was stucked in the middle... Esther didn't want Sylvia to shop with her nor wanted to talk to her So i was their mediator...I felt that when they quarelled.. Sis would be close to me but ditched me when they're OK terms again.. Spare tyre huh ? Was late for Dental appointment and had to wait for nearly an hour... Changed my braces bands to snowy white... Ate @ Marchie's !! My favourite ~! *hint hint* Had my beloved crepes! Yeap ate almost half of everything... bill came up to $70+...Attending Church Youth Outreach This afternoon... Bouhimia cheated my feelings by not turning up. Sat with Sarabelle Maggie Weimin and Justine... Outreach was slighty draggy but kinda strong message emphasized. Sarabelle had a headache and left early. Met Shannon and was chatting with her. Talked to daniel a bit too.. since it would be rude if i dont reply his Qs. Didn't feel happy after that.. dont know why.. im always happier with my friends then my family. Didn't like loud noisy.. irritates me.. Don't like people keep asking me Qs expecting me to answer.. Can't they just left me alone... I am listening just dont test me! hate it ~ Told mom i might be suffering depression.. she said she could see that.. i was very moody for the past few days.. Very bad mood and throwing tantrums... Hardly smiling nor laughed. Didn't tell her i tear easily. She thinks that it's regarding JC that's why im worried. I dont know what's wrong. Im not excited abt Cambridge either.. something is really wrong |
was forced to eat veggies at 11:59 PM